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2009-08-02T19:01:00.001+08:00

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emotions.

2009-08-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

What is emotions? is it something we feel? is it something we have that we just havent release it slowly, one by one. Have you ever felt the adrenaline pumping through your veins that you could just run for miles and never look back? sometimes i feel that and it feels good. This emotion or feeling that i feel is stronger whenever iam in you're presence.

i'm in a state of euphoria.

Euphoria is medically recognized as an emotional and mental state defined as a sense of great elation and well-being
used to define emotion as an intense, transcendent happiness combined with an overwhelming sense of well-being

My dream.

2009-07-31T00:06:00.005+08:00

starts with I.

I had a dream............................. I had a dream

In my dream, i am super ...........human to everyone.

In my dream, everyone and anyone can fall in love.

In my dream, we can be anyone and anything.

In my dream...In my dream...

Thats just MY dream...

End.

YOU.

Its not a feeling ; its an ability.

2009-07-30T00:28:00.003+08:00

Its not a feeling ; its an ability.

yea what i meant by that is, definitely everyone and anyone can feel it even animals but can anyone fall into it? Its a disease for those sick in the mind. What i think bout it is that it is the most dangerous of all conditions. why? once you're in it , you're high as fuck but when you're out of it , you tend to lead into another condition that is usually associated with lunatics , yes depression. But yet the beauty of it all is that it is pretty much how we are. We humans thrive to have it and thats what makes the world a little less painful to live in. Imagine a world without it? Not just the population of earth will eventually come to a stand still , everyone will start hating and killing.

Dont be shy to spread it. Because it is indeed a beautiful kind of disease so dont fear it ; embrace it.

What am i talking about?

go ahead, make a guess.

spice of life.

2009-07-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

This past week have been a very emotion filled week. I've been through pain , excitement , stress and depression but one things for sure , it was a fruitful week nonetheless.

Many countless hours of sleep depravation and alone time thinking bout a matter that keeps replaying in my mind and whether i should take that step forward and being the most understanding and open minded person, you accepted my feelings but i do understand the outcome of it all. We're still gonna be the closest of friends and nothings gonna change that not even the sands of time. Knowing you was the greatest thing that ever happened to me apart from being born onto this great God given green earth and let this post and other readers bare witness that i have no regrets about it, i swear. I'll be the most caring and understanding friend that you'll ever need and stand up for you no matter what; thats my vow to you. so cheers to our friendship and many many sweet memories that lies ahead.

I dedicate this entry to no one but you , ___________________ , my best friend.

Cheers to love ; and all the pain that it requires.

2009-07-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

The anatomy of girl A's face -
She has hair made of the finest silk that the world could offer that shimmers in the mid day sun. The smell of which is like a little piece of heaven that has fallen atop her hair like a crown worn angels. Face that radiates with natural beauty that reflects the kind nature and soul that really is within her. Eyes that twinkle like a new star that has formed in the far distant out reach of space. A smile that could melt away all your worries and teeth that are as white as the pearly gates of heaven. All of which makes up a sweet face that i could just stare at for hours on end.

Because to me, you, _____(insert name)_______ are as beautiful and sweet as cotton candy.

Lazy sunday

2009-07-20T00:19:00.003+08:00

Woke up today rather late, around 1pm or so. Showered and as usual , turned on the radio to class 95 ( rnb sunday or something going on ) and just msn-ed my way through the afternoon. Had lunch at bout 3 and watch some telly.

Mom and dad came home bout 5-ish. at about 7.30pm , mum asked me whether wanna go out anot and i said sure why not. Drove mom to tampines mall and we walked to century square from there. Kinda fun going shopping with mom. i get to buy some new toys. haha. bought a new pair of osiris and afew shirts. awesome..

Had dinner and went home..

Re-think; Yes you.

2009-07-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

If you think you're so cool, you're not your just a worthless piece of shit. So what if you've got good achievements if you're so proud, print it out and hang it around you're fucking food hole that u call a neck. pissing me off..

Sunday morning

2009-07-05T09:20:00.008+08:00

Pretty much nothing to do today. i didnt sleep the night and iam VERY sleepy. Why was i awake?
i was basically experimenting on some tunes.

What a night

2009-06-28T19:03:00.003+08:00

Went to pick up iskandar's dad's car at his home. i was kinda surprised that his dad actually let me use their family car so i Thank you pakcik! haaa. anyway, reason i had to use his car was because dad confiscated my set of keys to our car and will only return it to me after the inspection which is bout in a weeks time.

First time driving a Honda Civic. So much power..so much fun! haaa! floor that pedal and let that V-tec roar! haaa.. Iam a safe driver but i do have temptations sometimes. nyeeheehee..

okay back to the story, since isk havent passed his licence yet, i had to drive the car the whole night. TIRING mind you!. Met Riz, lan and mark. soon, we made our way to SBS depot to wait for zid to finish work. Once everyone was accounted for, we made our way to simpang to have supper and picked up nick at plaza sing. We then travelled to east coast park to chill. zid and lan suddenly stripped down to their boxers and jumped into the water..funny!

Alfian arrived and we talked a lil more before making our way back to meet matt. at yishun. surprisingly he was still awake playing online poker. haaa! after that, i was pretty much groggy so i cant remember..HAHA

Arab nights

2009-06-23T02:04:00.002+08:00

Programming module today was somewhat annoying. Gopal didnt come to conduct lesson so another faci. came in as a substitute. He was fine but VERY demanding. After lesson, took the city bound train back home together with fee and faisal. Awesome mates they are. We're always making fun of people and making a total mockery of ourselves.

I dozed off while thinking for what to write for my RJ. hahaa! AGAIN..but luckily, i woke up at bout 7.00pm to finish it up and meet matt and mark at the train station to head off to arab st. or was it haji lane? Before we made our way there, we took a lil detour and had dinner first at banquet. soon after, iskandar arrived and we're well on our way for some sheesha-ing action.

We were basically chit chating , playing cards and cathing up on old times while kicking back and relaxing from the long day actually it was only me that had the long day since they were in other polys and still having holidays.

The sheesha was awesome. pretty intense prolly cos its been like a month since i went sheesha. We then made our way home on the last train. Not such a activity packed day but fun nonetheless..

Late night drive

2009-06-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

What a friday. Even the module for that day was kinda boring and draggy, i believe i soldiered on trying my best to pay attention. Lesson ended and we blasted music through our classroom amplifiers. Had a mini 'clubbing' experience and off to meet philzah and isk. Had lunch and then lepak.

Night time came and philzah left. Isk dropped by my hse to wait for me to shower and we went out to meet matt and mark. Drove to Keppel bay and just talked while enjoying the night breeze and breath taking scenary.

That was pretty much what happened the whole night.

my random conversation.

2009-06-16T06:49:00.004+08:00

Today, i talked to a very cute looking chinese girl whom i dont know in the school's W4 cafeteria (food haven a.k.a lawn foodcourt) who were sitting at the table infront of me. From what i believe, it is something i have never done before and iam pretty much impressed with myself. The conversation went as followed :

Me : excuse me, do you have a tissue?

girl : ( looking at her bag ) no, sorry.

Me : (smiled) okay thanks.

As far as iam concerned, that was the end of the conversation.

Thank you.

Republic Poly

2009-06-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

Being in a new school is fun! new environment, new friends, new learning style and offcourse new eye candy. i shall keep that a secret as for now. Keeping up academically with my new classmates are abit hard though. Skills that i gathered from ITE really doesnt help other then programming. Ace that module everytime in poly but when it comes to maths and science, iam done for. I cant remember all those formulas and crap. Can someone help me?

Todays monday, day 1 of the school holidays after the weekend i have like 13days left to enjoy but iam always out of ideas on what to do during this darn holidays. I feel so lonely la cann? home alone the whole day and my friends are all in school and camp cos they're in different polys and the rest NS.

Iam running low on cash..fuck! have to save up atleast $400 before the countdown on the right ends so i can continue my Class 2A. If i pass my 2A by december, i can sell my aprillia and buy Suzuki DRZ 400 SM. Woooooo!

MAYDAY! MAYDAY!

2009-05-01T13:57:00.003+08:00

Long Weekends..its only fun if u have money and friends to spend it with. other then that , its very mundane. As for today , the whole family is going down the azhar's hse for a gathering and barbeque. Mom's been asking me to get showered up and changed to go there but i was just playing left4dead. School's been okay if any of you guys are wondering. i joined rugby as my interest group but kinda think that i should have joined floorball instead. My floorball stick has been standing there at the corner of my room collecting dust when it should be firing away at balls. ( floorball balls uhhh dont think otherwise).

Kayla..iam gonna shower. goodbye!

That night..

2009-04-25T23:51:00.005+08:00

First week of school.
New friends , new environment = awesome experience.
Getting to know my new classmates was fun. They're all funny people. We've been having a good laugh at the faci through msn. The only place he wont know what we're talking about. we're mean kids.
Yesterday , after lesson , went to W4's lawn foodcourt a.k.a food haven to complete my reflection journal (RJ). While doing , Nurul and Rinie attempted to surprise me but sadly , i saw them coming at the corner of my eye. The 3 of us walked to civic's to sit around at starbucks and when the time was just rite , we headed down to causeway point to have dinner at pastamania.
After dinner, they came over to my place and waited while i showered and changed for the night's outing. On the drive to Mind's cafe , we met azhar and sham.
Had a hella good time laughing with them while playing games and having dessert.

oh meet bob. hes our class turtle!

Most of my classmates thinks he sucks.
But we love you , you silly critter. haaaa!

too late ; iam sure

2009-04-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

Its hard to say how a love could end this way;

when the one that used to care for you;

just turns and walks away.

And its hard to find ;

to leave the pain behind;

When the things you're heart's looking for ,

You just cant seem to find.

I know its too late now. You're already with someone else. I really have to put aside my feelings towards you. I'd still be happy for you even if you're with him cos you are more than anything to me. with that , i wish you happiness and success.

goodbye my love.

sleeeepy!

2009-04-17T06:51:00.002+08:00

its 6.51am iam at school's carpark. today is the 3rd day of my orientation programme in RP and its from 8.30am - 9pm. whoooppteedoooo...why iam here early is cos i decided to drive to school since i end at 9pm and my family's car is a red plate that means cant be on the road from 0700-1900hrs.

Luckily the wifi in my school reaches out to its carpark area. and i can use the net from here. I havent been having a good night's sleep though..been lepak-ing till the wee hours of the morning. why i did not sleep yesterday night was because i lepak-ed with my bestmate shahlan to talk bout stuff till 4am thats when yazid , alfian and russel joined us.

Okay fuck..iam so damn sleepy..grrrrrrrr....

one last chance, please?

2009-04-16T13:25:00.003+08:00

Part of me is missing.

will i ever find that something again?

p.s i miss you..

Just for you..

2009-04-08T16:47:00.004+08:00

All i have to say is that i really miss you now..come back to me dear..please..

"I swear that you don't have to go,

I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I thought we could wait for the snow

To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

I thought I could live in your arms

and spend every moment I had with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now, against me

You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry,

but you wont stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying,

with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that,

may never be replaced

And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart

Together would find us an opening

And moonlight would provide the spark

And that I would stumble across your key

Or break down the door to your heart

Forever could see us, not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark

And I give my heart as an offering (An offering)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be, here nowAgainst me

You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying,

with my heart beside me, In shattered pieces that,

may never be replaced

And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

And I... Will always... Remember you as, you are right now to me

And I... Will always... Remember you now, remember you now... Oh...

So sleep alone tonight

With no one here just by your side

Sleep alone tonight

How does he feel?

How does he kiss?

How does he taste while he's on your lips?

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you, I want to

But I can't forget you

So when this is over, don't blow your composure, baby

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you, I want to

But I can't forget you

So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby

I can't forget you...

I know you want me to want you, I want to.."

Mayday parade - three cheers for five years

showers of love.

2009-03-15T14:28:00.003+08:00

From Sunshine:

When time passes , we'll miss each other . When the time comes , we'll be together.

From Me:

aww..if can choose someone that i can spend my life with, i'd choose you. cos you brighten up my life. A day , an hour , a second even; spent away from you makes my heart ache. This journey that i've gone through makes me sure that you are the one i'll love till the last of my breath. This is my vow to you.

From Sunshine:

With every drop of rain that drops from the sky Shows how much i miss you today =)

From Me:

Your my rainbow that comes after the rain. So beautiful and bright amidst cotten clouds you stand our spanning across the sky. I love and miss you dear.

From Sunshine:

Tonight i'm dreaming of you in my dreams. Sleep tight , tonight its raining without you in my arms , Good night.

From me:

Awww..your sweet. No matter what happens dear , i'll be there for you. I'll try my best to make you happy every single day.

END

this journey.

2009-02-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

for some reason , i always feel sad when it rains and to make things worst , its the rainy season..

continued..

Manifest.

2008-12-31T06:37:00.002+08:00

Theres been a hundred and one things that i've been wanting to tell you but had'nt had the chance or should i say guts to. These feelings in me that has blossomed into something more. Somehow or rather , i feel safe and secure when we chat be it real life or virtually. To me , your like lithium. numbing my soul from the ever depressing life that we're living in. Your my happiness , joy , laughter , sorrow all piled up like leaves that has fallen during autumn, as tall as an average guy in which i can just fall back on and lay there for hours in the mid day sun..

But i guess your just a cloud thats passing by following the direction in which the wind takes you.

Okayy that was just my random thoughts..i've been sleeping at 10pm and waking up at 4am and just lay on my bed staring into the ceiling.

Whats wrong with me?

Gifts!

2008-12-29T11:36:00.002+08:00

Iam bored so iam just gonna post bout what are the stuffs that i got for this month!

It was 2 weeks ago that my CK 'be' perfume ran out and we were out shopping at northpoint , i asked mom if she could get me another bottle of perfume so we walked into The body shop and she bought me this bottle of Kistina Body shop's mens' fragrance and aslo a deodorant on top of that, she got me 2 pairs of giordano t-shirts. awesome.. haaa!

Only yesterday , me and mom went out shopping again and she bought me this Vans Rebel8 chukka low shoe.

This has got to be the best month of the year! haaa! Thanks mom!
Oh and a friend gave me a light brown with green stripes adidas sweater..neat-o

purajaya!

2008-12-21T12:29:00.002+08:00

iam back from Batam! okay guys , heres the low down.

It was an awesome trip. Tiring but really fruitful. Knowing that our sweat and hardwork will be made to good use by the kids at the Yayasan Pondok Pesantren Al-fateh. When we arrive , most of us were really taken aback by the condition of the home. it was really run down with rooms with no floors at all bcause construction work had to be postponed a couple of times due to insufficient funds to buy resources. We came and mixed cement , carried tiles and putting them together to make floors for the main classroom. we also painted the walls making it look nicer.

After our so called mission is complete , we were given permission to go shopping at 2 places , Nagoya hill shopping mall and Batam centre shopping mall. I prefered batam centre cos it is more suited for the needs of singaporean tourists.

i managed to get myself a bag from a surf and skate shop there. it looks nice and its cheap for an original Ripcurl bag. This bag cost me 449,000Rupiah meaning if i convert it to singapore dollars , its about $60.

Okay i guess thats all.

MOVIE!

2008-12-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

FINALLY! iam better now! goshh..having fever is the worst sickness ever. But , my voice is still abit snuffy. hur hur hur..still got runny nose and cough.

I watched the premiere of The day the earth stood still. Overall , i just find it an okay movie. Its a tad bit too draggy. But the graphics of the movie was awesome. If you're hoping to see Keanu reaves in gun fights and all those other action bits like the matrix , this is not the movie for u. In this film , he never holds any firearms. so yea..

Alright then , this is where i end off.. good nite.

ps. Thanks for watching this movie with me , i really appreciate it =)

The Line up

2008-12-05T18:06:00.004+08:00

December! its here. so far , what i have planned for December college vacation are as follows

7th december - Soccer @ The Cage , Kallang. ( 1pm - 3pm) , Angels and airwaves concert
( 7.30 - ? )
10th december - The Day the earth stood still movie premiere ( 7.30pm)
12th december - soccer @ The Cage , East Coast ( 10am - 12pm)
15th - 18th december - Batam Volounteer work trip.
19th - 20th december - Cousin's BBQ @ East coast
22nd december - Secondary school malay class gathering

There are more to come but yet to be confirmed. haha! So anyone wanna tag along in any of my trip , drop me a text aite?

sleep deprevation

2008-11-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

waaa..what a friday night. went out with the boys. we rented a lorry and went out exploring singapore. Reach home at about 7am in the morning and slept till like 2pm when my buddy called me up and asked me to fetch him home since he got no transport. so i got up , showered and got dressed and left for balestier, where he's at when i got home , i slept again on the sofa..damn..i must be awefully tired.

ROCKST★R

2008-11-20T18:59:00.001+08:00

Had phototaking today. was kinda dumb cos our lessons start a 2 but we're needed to be in school by 11.45. i feel like going out right now but dont know where to go. i need to get some fresh air..haha.

lunch dates with friends

2008-11-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

Today after school , Wan came over to my hse to kill time for his first car prac. It was strangely fast bus ride home which took us 20mins instead of the usual 45. anywho , by 3.15 , wan went his way to CDC while i went to meet iskandar , philzah and another of their friend whom i didnt catch her name. It was a fun experience nonetheless. we had lunch at 'Eatzi' an okay restaurant. it was located at safra yishun. they're chatty people and thats what i like about em' thats all for today.

2008-11-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

Rules & Regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
Ready? OK? Let GO!

i curl up in a ball when i sleep.
i used to wear my hoodie where ever i go
iam always late for work and school
i like to do lame stuff cos i just find it more cool
i laugh at people who stare at me
i check my pockets to see if my wallet and hp is still in them every 5mins
i always forget that i've alr locked the door even while saying to myself that i have
always daydream during long bus rides
been working as a barista for almost 2 years
i hate flying cockroaches. ( who doesnt? )

wonder who i should tag next.. Whoever that reads my blog shld be fine =)

Martini kiss

2008-11-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

For some reason , i'm starting to miss afew of my friends. To name afew , my secondary school mates like zid , nick , matt , sham , russell , NABILAH..haha. yes..i still love em' all.

Today was a effing short day. reached class at 10am but lessons has alr started since 9.30am..

as usual , walking in with a pissed off face but i as fine. Had industrial automation lesson which we called it a day at 12.30. had lunch a cafe 1 with hakim and shahreza.

SUDDENLY! i was smiling..dont know why..

oooookayy..fast forward!

Reached home at about 2pm and nap till 5. so sedap! woke up , went on msn. made a call got nagged at..den did my resume writting till 9+

Righto..iam off to lalaland..tomorrows a long day..

IloveYou,Friends!

Supah sunday

2008-11-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

Insanely tired from work. Eventhough saturday and sunday shifts is super slack for a CBD area store , its leg-numbingly tiring. Some days , i'll just stand around staring at customers and most of them will smile back. haa! some days , i'll be super busy wiping the fridge , scrub the sinks , sanitizing cups and stuff all out of boredom..butt , the breaks on a weekend shift is the best. no pesky customers to bother u when ur on break like help to wipe tables and shit..sometimes i just find customers are like BIG babies..grow up la guys come on. lucky we dont have an in-store toilet ; i bet u'll want us to clean u up after ur potty breaks huh? hah..oh yeaa! this was what i was doing just now at work. CHILL! nothing beats iced green tea , a good mag. and banging tunes on a weekend.

halfway from you

2008-11-05T13:36:00.002+08:00

hey ya'll! okay honestly , i've been lazy to update my blog. haha! but then again , since iam not doing anything now in class , just decided to update.

Now is our project's period. Suppose to finish up our final year project but we're kinda lazy to do so. The weather outside is so damn cooling. Gonna rain la actually..Awesome sia..oh dang. Okayla gotta go..my project supervisor is here..shitto

splendiddly

2008-10-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today was an okay day i must say , lessons start at 12 but i arrive at 12.30..it was 'care' lesson so basically , it was free period. next lesson was mr salleh's ( hes our 'Materials' lecturer ) and we didnt study either instead , me and hakim talked to him bout the Batam trip we'll be going representing College East. We'll be goin away from the 15th to 18th december doing volounteer work. Some things we'll be doing are reflooring , repainting , repairing roof at one of their school there. We're like givng back to society. cheyyy!

44 caliber love letter

2008-10-29T02:22:00.002+08:00

You might find this rather familiar but iam just gonna say it again ,

Did you know that the most common word used in love letters is 'miss' not 'love' ?

Somehow or rather , i totally agree with that phrase. Its so easy to tell someone that you miss them even when u know that thats the word that they dont wanna hear at that very moment. Sometimes its better to just cut straight to the point and tell her that you love her and not 'iam gonna miss you.' Cos its what they wanna hear..

Well this is just my 2cents. you may or may not agree..

fist size eyebags.

2008-10-28T05:54:00.003+08:00

NGANTOK! fuhhhh sungguh NGANTOK! its 5.54am and iam ready to go right now for school that is. Why the hell am i ready for school is because i met shahlan , yazid and a'an. we chilled outside an's house at the ground floor which is just under mine , 4 storey block la.. met up at 12.45 and we talked crap till 5.15am. opened the door and was caught red handed by mum cos i sneaked out of the house. haaa! TERPERANJOT BEROK DOK! leaving house in bout 3omins time. long day ahead la kunji. haa..wahh..tuesday's always a bitch.

chatter boxing

2008-10-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

Well today , i stayed home all day locked up in my room. Didnt have any plans. sungguh menyiksakan. Kept tossing and turning in bed in between chats with friends on msn. Thank god for my laptop cos if wasnt there , i swear i'd lose all ounce of insanity in me.

Yesterday's drive ard town was gerek..was traveling in my friend's car towards town. we took the long way just for the fun of it. Power to the gedegak. But we were in travelling within the speed limit. dont worry.

hate to say it..

2008-10-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

oh shit..iam so bored at the moment , its like watching paint dry or even worst and trust me , i've watched paint dry ; dont ask why. alright , heres the update. My parents left for malacca about 4 hours ago. if i knew that it'll be this boring, i would have followed. Probably get to drive over there. Atleast that'll be more fun. Wanted to chill with my friends but some are overseas and others working.

Feel like watching movie at the cinema.

Anyone up for it?

JYEAH!

2008-10-25T16:36:00.003+08:00

This is not me fulfilling my destiny;
This is not me following in my father's footstep ;
This is definitely not me saving the world;

This is not me..

This is just a mother fucking decoy;

But..

This is me taking control from the world;

From the higher ups;

From ergonomic keyboards ;

From cheating girlfriends;

And sack-a-shit best friends;

This is me taking back control of my life.

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE LATELY?

Cokelat - Karma acoustic cover

2008-10-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

Weird people

2008-10-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

Heading to our cars.

Our class advisor - Mr Rohaizat

picture perfect friends

euphoria

2008-10-24T08:31:00.002+08:00

friday morning , slept at 7pm the night before and woke up at around 2am and stayed up till sunrise and got ready for school at about 6am. I just reached school and theres not much ppl in class. Very cold morning. Took 858 to school with my hoodie on and still froze my butt off. Gonna start my process technology tutorial soon after which , there will be an hour break and gonna have lecture from 11 - 12.30pm. and that'll be all for today.

Had class 3 circuit practice yesterday and it was awesome. managed to try out all the stations , vertical & parallel parking , slope , crank course , fig. 8.. My instructor said that i did good so iam kinda pumped up for my traffic police practical test on the 18th of november. hopefully , i can finish it in one go. Can't wait to drive outside.

Hopefully , i can add another line to my driving licence card. Class 2b & 3.

Interesting..

2008-10-24T02:43:00.002+08:00

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!

Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends. Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end.

If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.

A hug is just a hug,until its from the one ur thinking of.

A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

toowenty-earth oak-tober.

2008-10-21T00:52:00.005+08:00

KECOH-KECOH NAK RAYA BABE!

had school from 9.30 - 12.30pm. After that , went out raya-ing with my college mates. There was malik , shahreza , hakim , yazid , me , zul , arwin , rihdwan (in order of house visiting )and amir. we also attack our lecturer's hse , Mr Rohaizat. Moved from one house to another in 2 cars , a rented toyota wish and a honda civic..dah macam mafia la seh. And you know what? we ate noodles at almost all the houses we visited. Talk about excess carbo loading..haaa. we're all gonna die tomorrow during PE. okay la..penat like fart.

Superb

2008-10-19T05:06:00.003+08:00

just got back from 'holiday' and it was splendid. Thanks to those who planned it for making it such an awesome getaway and also to those who came. You guys really made me laughed hard. okay la..gonna sleep. my eyes semi-glued together alr. Tak boleh angks.

Tee eye Are eee deee

2008-10-17T14:41:00.004+08:00

The title says it all. My current state for the week. School's been a bummer..No lessons just sit down and net surf. well except of industrial automation. Been working after school from tue - thurs so im so *insert appropriate vulgarity here* tired.. Iam so sleepy to go for driving lesson later at 4..darn it. But have to uhh..next month's my test. shitto!

hello panda!

2008-10-09T05:39:00.002+08:00

Okay heres the update..been sleeping only in the day after subuh. why? cos i've been out everynight. sitting downstairs with my friends talking. Anyway , since alot of you guys have alr known , its been 2 weeks since i've go my __________ but still , i've havent bought my own ____. Boring uhh...cannot go out _______.

FILL IN THE BLANKS YAW!

yippy!

2008-10-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

school's starting in like a week's time and i cant wait. haha! new semester , new modules. Oh yea..its the last semester before i graduate. and i promised myself to give it all i have. its the final fight bebeh! Sights locked on poly admission dudes! haha

Yok dudok rumah during hari raya!

2008-10-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

4th day of raya , been at home instead of visiting relatives. why? cos dad's working and mum always say she wants to wait for him to come home. Dad opens door , he says he doesnt want to go raya cos hes tired. BEST! waited for nothing..i certainly should have taken my car licence first..iam sure by now i would have passed. DAMNNN..

think bout it for a min...

2008-10-02T12:33:00.002+08:00

If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care?

If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come?

If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day?

If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?

This made me thought for awhile how many true friends i have and i love each and every one of you guys.

Do you regard me as a friend of someone just to chat with when you're bored?

gerek!

2008-10-02T09:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the first day of Raya. Didnt really went out though instead, my house was attacked by waves and waves of relatives. Although it was tiring , its still fun to get to meet distant relatives that i usually meet once a year . This year , iam not really expecting to get green packets but to just bridge the gap between family ties.

*iam sick and tired of sleeping on the floor..

Finale

2008-09-30T05:00:00.003+08:00

so this is it guys , the last day of Ramadan. Hope it has been a blessed month for all of you ; my dear friends. Tomorrow will be the first day of syawal. On that note , I'd like to apologize to all of you whom I've hurt in one way or another and i hope that you let bygones be bygones yea? Lets bury the hatchet and start over a new.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

stress..

2008-09-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

Gosh i seriously dont feel the passion for starbucks alr..Lots of store politics and just hate it. Wheres the love guys? come on..i miss the old SB-OE or SB-zukOE. i thought going for coffee master might re-ignite the old flame in me but i was wrong..shld i find a new job in another coffee chain? suggestions?

F1 fever!

2008-09-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

Had nothing to do today so called my cuz up and asked whether we gonna break fast outside or not. We planned everything right then and there and it worked out awesome. so he came to fetch me at about 2.30 and we went to S1 motoring at ubi to change his spark plug , engine oil etc..took a look at alot of bikes there and some caught my eye. especially the Gilera ST200. was damn jambu okay. fuhhh..but the machine price was a killer. Went to ang mo kio industrial park and Defu lane too to check out some stuffs but nothing much. so went back to my cousin's house for him to change up and stuff..Met his gf and my other cousin at town and we broke fast at Sakura city hall. after which , went to watch abit of the F1 race going on. SUPERB! siak. The sound can make ur ears leak la siak. Okay la..iam tired..

HAPPIEST DAY!

2008-09-26T15:14:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 25th sept , was my happiest day in my life. I cant let you guys know over here but to the few that have alr known , please keep it a secret for now and thanks for the wishes and stuff it really helped me alot.

crash test dummy

2008-09-24T11:54:00.003+08:00

iam so damn sleepy now. slept at 6.30am and iam alr awake by 11.20am. Reason that i was alr awake because i receieved many phone calls. planned to wake up at 12.30 but oh well..i dont wanna fall asleep again either scared i might wake up late and end up not going circuit revision later at 1.30.

Riyan checking out my brother's guitar.I'll be buying my own bass guitar soon! yakkkkdoosh!

Today , iam in the mood to upload old pictures. hmm..lets see..okay. i'll upload pictures from myclass bbq held earlier this year.

i was chilling out when suddenly my friend jumped on me and started well i'll let u figure that part out. he stopped when he accidently punched my face. haha! but it was all in the name of fun. i was kinda bored at that time.

7 days!

2008-09-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

guess what? by the time ur done reading this , u'll know that next week is hari raya. Awesome kan? kanina! havent buy my stuff yet. only stuff i bought for raya is my baju melayu. blue colour bebeh. anyone wearing the same colour?

blooooood!

2008-09-23T02:02:00.003+08:00

Today was one hella day. woke up at 11am cos had to go central manpower base ( CMPB ) for NS medical check up. Luckily i booked the date together with hakim so he met me at my place. While getting ready , i went downstairs to the laundry area where my grandma's maid was there. she was looking out the window so i asked her what she was lookin at den she started saying bout a bike crashed. so i looked out and just infront of my hse where the main road is , lies a young rider motionless with blood flowing out of his head..it was a bloody sight i tell u.. no wonder heard a loud crash i said to myself. he died on the spot. please please , fellow riders out there , ride safe and drivers , do look out for motorbike riders.

anywho , the whole thing really was a scary sight. my hands were all trembling..so met my friend downstairs and he was like shocked as well after seing the victim.

On the way to CMPB , we were talking bout how old we've become and this medical checkup is like a step towards manhood. haha ( LIKE REAL )..i got PES Bp whereas my friend got PES C2L9 due to his knee injury.

destructo.

2008-09-22T04:22:00.002+08:00

Meet my lil cousin Riyan. Hes a cute lil guy with 2 baby teeth up front. Small guy but lotsa energy. i can guarantee you'll be tired after a whole day of taking care of him. As you can see in the pic , hes standing on my bed tearing my study table apart. Oh well , Kids ; They're cute lil people =)

2kosong1yegg

2008-09-21T06:01:00.003+08:00

This was while waiting for my team's term in the pitch @ East coast's Cage.. Random aye?
" i'm watching you..."

Guess Who!

2008-09-17T12:55:00.004+08:00

Mum was rummaging through a cabinet full of old photo albums and came across baby pictures of me and my brothers. While flipping through , this pic fell out and it happens to be the one of the cutest picture of me. Theres even an indecent picture of me aged 1-ish walking nude ard the house. Sadly i cant post that up on my blog. haha! censorship u know.

OH YEAH!!!

As you guys can see from the poster , Avenged sevenfold is coming to singapore. Although i sound monotonous , iam really quite excited bout it cos iam going! woooo! picture me saying that after taking in a breathfull of helium. The tix are 95bucks and iam going with my cousin Zar! AWESOME-licious

okay guys , POWER TO THE GEDEGAK!

good to go

2008-09-16T16:34:00.003+08:00

Everday has been the same routine for me and iam kinda sick of it. I'll sleep after subuh at ard 7-ish? and i'll only wake up after 2. Afterwhich , i'll go online or watch stuff on the internet and its buka time. Online some more and i'll go out meet my friends. hang out with them till like 4am , come home for sahur and it all repeats from there. hahaaa

Never Let Go

2008-09-15T09:04:00.004+08:00

Planning to rent out a dvd and watch at home? Try watching The Guardian ; a 2006 movie set upon the lives of a group of United states Coast Guard. its really a jaw dropping awe-inspiring movie about how not to give up when ur faced with challenges. What motivates me is that while saving people in the freezing sea , the rescue swimmers can stay calm with waves crashing into them and knowing that every sec that they waste are secs wasted on the victim's lives. " iam not letting go " was what the rescue swimmer said to the victim as he hold on to him literally by his fingertips as they flew back to base due to a broken down winch causing them to hang half way up the rescue heli. This resulting in extensive injuries to the rescuer's hand and shoulder.

'A last hope for all those who have been left behind. He is known as The Guardian'

Iam Spartacus

2008-09-14T14:50:00.003+08:00

I've become nocturnal. My sleeping time has gone haywire..now i sleep in the day and iam awake at night. iam kind off excited cos the old OE and som friends of ours are gonna have a meet up and will be breaking fast outside.

22nd september will be the day that me and hakim will be going for our national service (NS) medical check up. awesome! cant wait for that.

For those indon music lovers , you guys shld check out yovie&nuno - dia milikku. Superb song with catchy lyrics. Instantly got hooked to it thanks to Fatin. hahaa!

ho ho ho holidays

2008-09-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

Been cleaning up my room lately why? because iam bored. oh yes...just installed a new fan in my room. Wall mounted babeh! Drilled holes into the wall , fixed the bracket and TADAAA! ITE thought me that ! ahaha. Watched ' That thing you do!' and its such an awesome movie. Right..i better be off to sleep. gonna be working my ass tomorrow since i've got nothing else to do after wards , i'll probably rot some more at home. AWESOME! ....

Fotograf

2008-09-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Bored..Someone said chubby
cheecks

Old picture. school boyish look?

maybe its true..

2008-09-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

its official , holidays is sucha drag..i think i'll probably work my ass off till hari raya. i just cant stand sitting at home. So anyone out there who feels the same way and wants to hang out , just gimme a call aiight! YO MAMMA!

oh bummer..

2008-09-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

Todays paper was a train wreck. You know what was the scarriest part? when you open up that yellow question paper and you dont know how to do like 75% of whole exam for that module..I tried my best answering all the questions but i just have this feeling that i wont score. Suddenly everything in the paper was foreign to me. I really wanna get into Singapore poly or any other poly for that matter. If my GPA drops, i'll have to work hard next semester and to make things worst , its the final semester before graduation. Well i just hope i pass this paper cos the marks will be combined with class assessments. Ohhh well...

look up

2008-09-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

I know my blog title is contradicting..just live with it

If i were to put a polar bear and an elephant together i wonder who'll win.

But then again , WHERE THE F**K CAN I GET BOTH OF THEM?

*one small step for man ; a giant leap for mankind*

end of semester

2008-09-10T03:24:00.002+08:00

in a few hours time , i'll be sitting for my final paper in this semester which is Digital control. I think i'll wet my pants..i havent studied enough..I think i shld get some sleep and continue studying later after sahur..and to janny , One more day to your birthday!

Oh..and i really wanna get myself another pair of dickies pants. Either solid black or grey? Cant decide..Readers help me please!

today!

2008-09-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today , i made a special friend of mine happy! Eventhough her birthday is in 2 days time yes 11th september , how cool is that!? haha , i made a birthday vid for her. Iam really glad that you liked it janny! heheee..its fresh straight from the heart.

And since i promised u that i'll put ur name into my post for today , here it goes

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space monkeys

2008-09-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

today was one of the 2 papers that i have to sit for in exam hall for this sem. Applied mechanics was a killer..and i realised that i made alot of careless mistakes. For example , to find the moment about a point , we'll have to use the sine rule but i use corsine..meaning my answer was (40 cos 90) x 8 instead of (40 sin 90 ) x 8...that cost me like what? 4 marks? fuuuckkkkkkk! Just hope that my GPA doesnt drop..

Next shall be Digital controls on wednesday...i know nuts bout it..

*Houston , We've got a problem..*

random

2008-09-07T21:34:00.001+08:00

Lose ourselves.

2008-09-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

Im starting to feel the emptiness. I suddenly miss the feeling of having someone to turn to when iam sad. Usually , i'll share my problems with my gf but now , i have to solve it myself. I guess thats part and parcel of life huh?...

wet and tired.

2008-09-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

What a day today was..Went out with my cousins for break fast. Went along kandahar st in search for a place to eat. Finally , we settled down at a restaurant named kampong glam cafe..The service was rather okay and the food aint that bad too. It rained alot today so i ended up all wet now i've got a flu and a really bad cough is developing.

Pure Randomness

2008-09-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

The reason why i believe the earth is flat :

The other day , while i was having a stroll , i accidently fell of the edge and landed on Uranus.

Legends

2008-09-05T22:33:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow , it'll be my first day being the coffee master on shift. kinda excited..i hope my other partners wont be jealous that iam wearing the black apron but feel motivated to take up the coffee master challenge. Nurul my beloved bimbotic cousin will be dropping by my store cos after that we'll ( and our other cousins ) be going out to break fast together ; something that we do yearly. But we also do meet up regularly cos we are that close.

Well , thats a lil bit about my Familia.

head over heels

2008-09-05T03:58:00.001+08:00

since alot of my closest friends said that my blog song is nice and that i shldnt change it , i think i'll leave it as it is for now. gosh iam sleepy..

time check : 4am. awesome la...

right here right now

2008-09-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

Lets take a sensory trip..

I hear birds chirping in the distant.
A car pulling over as it backs into the parking lot.
ticking of my clock..time now is 5.10
swaying of the branches just infront of my window..
playful kids running around..
more birds chirping..
and some more..
oh look..bird crap.

Get busy living or Get busy Dying

2008-09-04T17:00:00.001+08:00

From Day one i talked about getting out

But not forgetting about

How all my worst fears are letting out

He said "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness"

When breathing just passes the time

Until we all just get old and die

Now talking's just a waste of breath

And living's just a waste of death

And why put a new address on the same old loneliness

And this is you and me, and me and you until we've got nothing left...

Fix me in 45..

2008-09-04T00:58:00.003+08:00

LETS PLAY A GAME..

Okay it seems that my blog's song is kinda slowwww...
How bout you guys give me suggestions to what i shld change it to.
Can tell me on msn if u want =)

A W E S O M E ! ! !

naive.

2008-09-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

today i had driving lessons. Went kinda smoothly , i managed to move off and stop VERY gently and iam pretty much satisfied with my performance. The only thing i hate bout driving is that its not as fun as riding a bike and my knees ache after i get out of the car.

starbucks boy

2008-09-03T01:20:00.003+08:00

Got my black apron and it looks pretty awesome. Cant wait to wear it during my weekend shifts.

Damn , exam starts next week..prepared? nooo..Gonna return back to school on thursday to continue fabricating our team's robot and also to do some quick revision with my digital controls lecturer.

Lets upload some pictures shall we?

New Store Coffee Masters showing off our aprons..

( we deserve bragging rights..)

Doesnt this picture tells you a thousand words?

Let me know what it tells you in my tagboard..

( This picture does not belong to me )

TWOs-day

2008-09-02T15:14:00.003+08:00

todays the day that iam gonna collect my Black Apron and be a full fledge Store coffee Master . SWEEEEEEET! haha. have to be at HQ @ 6.50pm . i'll update more later tonight aiight.

Pictures

2008-09-01T17:53:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan

2008-09-01T12:56:00.003+08:00

well todays the first day of ramadhan and strangely , i've been looking forward to this day and i didnt have any difficulties waking up for sahur (pre-dawn meal). But...iam bored. i dont really know what to do now. Anywho , lets count down to Hari Raya together =) . For those who know me , lets go out together! either later during Raya month or now during ramadhan month to go Break Fast together outside. Just text me up aiight. Happy Fasting yo!

Sunday Morning!

2008-08-31T21:07:00.002+08:00

i was sleepy throughout the day. The guys crashed at my place yesterday night and i slept at ard 4.30am to 10am den i got changed and ready for work. Tomorrows gonna be the first day of the Holy month of Ramadhan =) May this Holy month be a blessing for all. Iam so tired now .. worked from 12 - 7pm. Had lots of things to do ; had to scrub the fridge , clean all the windows and since iam one of the new store coffee masters , i had to read through all of my partner's coffee passports and list down all of their mistakes and lastly , there was closing. But overall , being a barista in starbucks is fun la.

Sad-urday

2008-08-31T01:45:00.003+08:00

today was kinda disappointing. Went to baybeats again but only stayed to watch silhoutte perform. They were effing good i must say. macam ade maut gitu..( okay mepek ). Afterwhich , me and wan went to peninsula to get himself t-shirt and had our dinner at LJS nearest to raffles city. Met the rest of the guys and walked from city hall to dhoby ghaut to somerset and to orchard and yes its no joke ; we walked all the way. upon reaching taka , we looked for a spot to rest and chit chat. anywho , iam lazy to carry on..so bye.

fry-day

2008-08-30T00:27:00.003+08:00

gosh Baybeats was KINDA awesome..its the first day of it and okay la. the crowd quite happening. i bought myself a printed Tee with the baybeats line-up front and centre. it looks power to the gedegak..Maybe i'll get myself another one tomorrow but with a diff. design. So looking forward to tomorrow's bands. 2 of my friend's performing tomorrow , silhoutte beb..awesome!

Thirst-day

2008-08-28T14:37:00.002+08:00

the weather today is rather chilly well it has been raining since morning and heavily i might add. dragged my ass down to school for project fabrication and iam kinda proud of my team la. We managed to accomplish lots stuff today. And our robot finally looks like a robot and not scrap metal and our test run was kinda impressive too. It ran like a charm. Alright , time for some shut eye bitches! chow.

Wetness-day

2008-08-27T18:34:00.004+08:00

Lessons this week have been rather short. Basically , its just revision classes for all modules. So what we do is just finish up a class assignment , hand it in for marking and we can go off. Like today , i was in school from 10 - 12. that sucked cos i travelled all the way from yishun to simei. Crapp..exams are just round the corner and iam not really prepared yet. mati..mati..tentu mati.

Tuesday!

2008-08-26T13:49:00.003+08:00

no school today and it suck. I've got nothing to do all day long...Gosh! hahaa. Feel like watching Wall e. damnnn.. hahaa! or any other nice shows on the big screen. All thanks to bestfriend la keeping saying ' walllll eeeeeeee ' hah.

I got my head checked

2008-08-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

Monday blues! haha. the first lesson on Monday is always Life skills and it starts at 9am but today , i woke up at 8.50 , what a blunder. any who , i managed to leave house by 9.10. Waited for 969 but when it arrived , it was bloody full and the best part was that another one came and the same thing happened..for a second , i thought it was ground-hogs day. dejavu....in the end , i took 858 and by the time i arrived at school , it was alr 10.45 and everyone was dismissed for lunch. There wasn't any hydraulics lesson so we had a long lunch break from 11 - 3pm. But being 'good' students that we are , we reached class at about 1.30pm and the lecturer gave us the assignments for the day and after we completed it , we can go off. so ya..we left class way before it even started...

By a jumbo jet

2008-08-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

Work today was tiring and not to mention the weather which kept raining. Really made me sleepy while on shift. Iam so hyped up for friday. Gonna play soccer again at the cage ( or whatever you call it ) @ east coast. And after that , iam gonna make my way to esplanade powerhouse stage for baybeats in support of 2 of my friend's band , Silhoutte. Not a big fan but just giving moral support. Anyone wanna join? haaa

Half

2008-08-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

Glad that coffee master challenge is done and iam now at ease. hehh. Hopefully i pass the overall tests. Basically for those whose blurr now bout what iam talking bout , coffee master challenge or CMC , is a set of tests that are given to baristas who've at least worked for 3 mths so that they can upgrade themselves to the black aprons. Theres 5 parts to it , CMC paper lvl 1 , CMC paper lvl 2 , Four fundamentals of coffee , Retail and merchandising and lastly bar skills. Sounds fun? its not i tell u..But its a hell of a good experience. Okay la..penat. chow

These

2008-08-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

Woooooo! tomorow i'll be going for coffee master challenge. Gonna try my best to finally upgrade myself to a black apron. Now i suddenly feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Okay chow..gonna do some last minute revisions! byeeeee

Posts

2008-08-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

KUNG FU PANDA!

Are

2008-08-21T22:57:00.003+08:00

What a day...We plan , God decide. Thanks hakim for those words of engouragement. I guess i accept the outcome of it now and looking forward to success in the coming one. ( if you know what i mean ). Had photoshoot today with the guys and went out of idea on our location half way through. managed to snap a couple of cool pics by the way. After a day of starbucks hopping , we decided to chill out at vivo. Played pool and then slacked at the rooftop till 9. Freaking tired now..damn , lessons start at 8 tomorrow.

about

2008-08-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

Iam so damn tired after circuit revision..heh. Its coming! oh gosh and iam so prepared for it. Practiced alot on figure 8 and crank course today. Found a new technique , Ride and sing! hehh..it keeps me focused and not nervous. Hopefully it'll help me during TP. woooooo!